Thursday, September 24, 2009

How Great Is Your Love

Fever comes and fever goes. Well, we did not have to go to the emergency room today. Kendall's fever dropped about 3:00am this morning. Although it did go up and down all day but never reach the bad temperature. She was a little more upbeat today. We tried to get her to do something to get her moving around a little bit. So the girls went to get a pedicure. Tammy said Kendall had a good time. I did not go, I let that be a girls day out. They all came back feeling refreshed and smiling. That was our only outing for the day. Kendall's temperature starting to rise again so we made it watching tv and resting in the apartment. We managed to drop the temperature one more time and it hasn't been back. Let's hope it stays away.

It seemed like any show we watched today was dealing with some type of cancer. I don't know if it is that we are more aware of it now or what. Some times we can watch them and other times we change the channel. This far into her treatment and I still have tears pouring out of my eyes when I think about what is going on with her. How much it has affected her, our family, our friends. I'm supposed to be tough. Doesn't take much to bring me to my knees. I look around my new, temporary housing and I do mean temporary, and see so many people dealing with the same issues that I today deal with. How do they do it every day. How can I do it every day. I am beginning to realize your life is what you make of it and the choices that you make....now. The choices made now will forever change my life. I just pray that they are the right choices. The choices that will give me the strength to care for my family and keep us together.

I've been working on some new pictures to post. These pictures are very hard for me to post but Kendall wanted me to post them. She has so much courage and strength in herself and her faith that I feel like she also wants to share with you. Her smile is the only contagious thing about her. When you look at these pictures you will see the smile of angel. So bright that it would light up Gardendale and beyond.


Job 29:24
When I smiled at them, they scarcely believed it; the light of my face was precious to them.

14 comments:

  1. I am speechless and in tears. Kendall, you are so beautiful, please keep smiling, for you make us all smile.

    "Lord, I lift this precious child up to you, I ask for you to give her courage and strength to keep smiling so beautiful. I ask that you hold her in your palm and heal her. I pray for my family, I pray for my friends, I pray for all of Kendall's followers, I pray for everyone else in this world that is on such a journey. Lord, I pray that you give us all courage and strength to continue on this journey. The light of your face is precious to all. In your holy name I pray, amen."

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  2. Absolutely gorgeous!!! Every picture speaks of love and joy. Joy may not seem appropriate, but you can see Jesus in every smile of every person in every picture. Only Jesus can bring joy in every circumstance. What an heroic example you all are. God Bless you in extra measure today.

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  3. Kendall,
    I am so proud of you for sharing your pictures. You are gorgeous. I have never seen anyone with such beautiful eyes. Hold your head up, you have nothing to be ashamed of you are beautiful.

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  4. Good and Happy Friday TK,

    Well, I'm at work, and can't see the pictures here cause their blocked...but you know I'm rushing home this afternoon to get a peek. From the comments, I'm gonna be blown away!!!

    Today's quote..."When a strong man armed, keepeth his palace, his goods are in peace” - Bible

    Shame on me! I've looked up bunches of strong woman quotes, but nothing about strong men. So this one is especially for Daryl. Strong means so many things...its physical, mental, emotional and spiritual, plus some other stuff wrapped up in a neat little package. It packs a wallop in the character department and everybody desires it.

    When I think of Daryl and strength, of course his job and service to the community comes to mind. He puts himself out there day after day to protect and serve, to help others and to keep peace. That's a special kind of strength.

    Then...I think about what he's going through now. That's maybe a kind of strength none of us want, or at least want to experience. None of you asked for this, but just look at what you've done so far...in just under two months, lives of countless others have been influenced, changed. I heard a song this morning and really liked it. I don't know the name of it yet and at the time didn't connect it with you guys, but after reading the blog it immediately jumped back into my head. It said something like...although your world has been shaken, you stand your ground. I've mentionded Kendall Style over the course of the journey...Today we're talking about Daryl Style. And while really thinking this morning about Daryl, he comes gift wrapped with five others who are carving this path along side him.

    Prayers today for that continued strength that's just oozing out of you and your family, that it enriches you to follow the path laid before you, that it shines brightly and lights the way for others, that you never take for granted all that has been given to you and that the Lord blesses you in ways you could never imagine.

    Lifting you up
    Tina, Randy and Nicolette

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  5. i don't always comment, but i read your blog daily. kendall, you make bald look BEAUTIFUL! your eyes pop! you are gorgeous, inside and out. oh my goodness, those pictures... i just can't tell you what an inspiration you are to others. you are so brave... may god continue to keep his healing hand on you!

    jer 29:11 "for i know the plans i have for you, declares the lord. plans to prosper you, not to harm you. to give you a future and a hope!"

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  6. HEY KENDALL

    YOU ARE SO SO BEAUTIFUL.

    YOU KNOW I HAVE HEARD THE EYES ARE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL IF THIS IS TRUE YOUR SOUL IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL I HAVE SEEN. YOUR EYES ARE THE EYES A PERSON THAT KNOWS HOW MUCH SHE IS LOVED AND NOT SAD EYES. WHEN I LOOKED AT THE PICTURES I SAW A FIGHTER. STAY STRONG KENDALL.
    MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU STRONG EACH AND EVERYDAY.

    LOVE
    CATHY

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  7. Kendall - I have to say again that you are amazing!! I know you must get tired of hearing this, but you are truly an inspiration to us all - and girl -- you are gorgeous!! Keep up the good work & most of all keep smiling. We'll keep praying - love to all, Anne & Chuck Belcher

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  8. What great pictures! You are truly beautiful inside and out and that really states who and what you are - a pillar of strengh and hope. Thank you Jesus for the fever to subside and you will continue to get stronger everyday and that your blood levels rise. Stay strong. Love. Sheri

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  9. Kendall,
    I told you in my post a few weeks ago that BALD IS BEAUTIFUL. Who whould have thought just how beautiful. Your eyes pop out brighter than the sun. I think about you and your fight everyday. You have a great support system behind you. Just think of them as the 8 others on the field with you. When you need that one last strike out to win 1-0 and all you hear is encouragement from all of them. I do have to give extra credit to Chase. He is by your side whenever he can be. Most young guys would have said no thanks to the situation and left. I hope that you and everyone with you get to relax this weekend and enjoy the football games. KEEP SMILING!!

    PAIGE ABBOTT

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  10. WOW, WOW, WOW, WOW
    What remarkable pictures. Thank you Dary & Kendall for sharing. It is so good to see pictures of you and all your friends and family that have been able to come out there and all of you SMILING.

    I am so happy to see the pictures of when Bragan & Brett got to come down to SVH after the wedding.

    I read the blog everyday and its so true and down to earth.

    FYI - Dennis and I are going to our first ever Auburn Game tomorrow night. War Eagle.

    Love and kisses
    Aunt Donna

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  11. You should be smiling, if we could all look like you do without hair, but for most of us we wouldn't come close so enjoy being soooo beautiful. You are an amazing person.

    The strength you are showing to the rest of us gives us inspiration to know we can go thru fires and storms that God may have ahead for us. It is your smile and light in your eyes that i know God is preparing a miracle in front of us all.

    I am praying for your trip home, to see all your family and friends and a renewing power to take back to continue this journey that will soon be over. We think of you all during the day,always on our minds, your in our thoughts and prayers.

    You will be home soon for good.The Journey will be in the past.The future is what we are all looking toward. The day is coming. Just think where you were to where you are now. Continue doing Gods work and showing how it is suppose to be done!!!!

    Tammy and Daryl I pray for you and for those moments that I know makes you go to your knees. Follow Kendall's lead and continue with perserverance. The strength, faith and hope feeds from one to the other. Know we are here!!! Our prayers are never ceasing.

    "Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in Him; and He shall bring it to pass" psalm 37:5).

    love you kendall,
    the handley's

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  12. Kendall,
    I know i dont always comment on your blogs but i check daily to see whats new going on with you. You pictures are great and I love them. You are soo beautiful inside and out! I love the bald look it really makes sure eyes and smile pop!!! We love you and we are soo excited your coming home in a few days!

    We love you,
    Jessica

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  13. Wow! I just knew with those eyes and that smile bald was going to be just another beauty mark for you, Kendall. Thanks for sharing with us. Keep up the fight; we continue to pray for your complete healing.
    Love and Prayers,
    Karen Jones

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  14. I just got a chance to post on the new pictures, and I must say that Kendall is gorgeous in every way! She has a smile that fills everyone's hearts!! Daryl, Tammy and Kendall... You all are amazing people, and God is on your side!

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